I've Tried, But There's These Fears I Can't Quell

So, I'm all stressing out about ASU. Why won't they respond to my polite e-mail about other offers and deadlines and how I need to know if I will have an answer before the 21st? At night, all I do is fret. Every morning, I wake up and I think who needs them? I don't even care anymore. Then night rolls around and I'm back to worrying. Why don't they want me, which is what I think even though I know that is not what this means. Oh sure, I've been accepted to Boulder, but what if I get there and they don't want go me? What if I only looked good on paper? What if in person I am horrifically unqualified? As you can see, I wasn't kidding about the obsession part. I wish I would get some news so I could sleep again.